Michael: thanks for moderating so well, and keeping us to the ground rules. (For those of you new to the book club threads, this is a recurring issue from time to time.) We chose, a few years back, to discuss each book in sections, to give people time to read one chunk at a time, and also to discuss ideas in manageable chunks. It's not a perfect solution, but works pretty well. Many people here have only read Part 1, so it's not fair to plunge ahead in the discussion and leave them out.
So we can discuss the arguments CBY brought up at the appropriate time, and perhaps she and I will discuss more in private.
I do want to address a few general points she brought up here, as they relate to the entire book:
1) my process
2) how I employed quotes from the killers
1)
I thought you had a particular agenda and sought to prove it: that Eric Harris wasn't just a deeply disturbed kid but a psychopath, probably born that way, and that neither the school environment nor his upbringing had much if anything to do with what he did -- that he would have done it anyway, regardless. . . . Someone supplied you a framework that seemed to provide a nice, neat, easy answer -- a tidy little box to work in -- and you stayed within that box and omitted anything that didn't fit.
I began the research with no agenda, except to understand what happened, and why. For most of the first year, I have innumerable explanations, none of which explained it at all. And indeed, there was widespread consensus among most people covering the story and close to the events that none of those theories explained it well.
Eventually, I got to the psychologists and psychiatrists brought in by the FBI, and for the first time, I began hearing analysis that made sense. I did not buy into that over night, but discussed it with many of them over a period of months, which turned into years. Over that time, I did a tremendous amount of reading and research, talked to leaders in the field, asked countless questions and debated with them strenously on points that didn't seem to fit or make sense.
I did, in the end, come to conclusions. I think that's my job. I don't think it's fair to say that reaching conclusions equates to having an agenda. I certainly had no bias for or against concepts like psychopathy going into it, had nothing to gain from reaching one conclusion or another.
When we get to the section on psychopathy, I look forward to a vigorous debate about whether or not my conclusions were/are sound. But that was certainly not my process, to start with an agenda and adhere to it. And I definitely did not omit anything that didn't adhere to the analysis. I tried to present a vivid and multi-faceted picture of each killer.
2)
I thought that you blatantly ignored whatever didn't fit your theory, including Eric and Dylan's own words in their journals. What amazed me most was your claim that Eric never mentioned being bullied. This is just a lie, going by his own words in the journals that have been posted online.
Jeffco released nearly a thousand pages written mostly by Eric and Dylan, and my entire book was 358 pages (before backmatter), and it covered a lot more ground than just those two, much less their writings. (And of course there were also videos, police reports, counselors' notes, etc.) I also chose to approach this as a story, a narrative, which would keep the reader engaged. I had to be highly selective about what I quoted, and how much.
I spent years with the journals and other material and made all sorts of charts and spreadsheets about the different topics they covered, and especially the predominant themes. One of the first things you realize when you look it their writing is that they are kids, and their moods change and often contradict (particularly Dylan). And because Eric complains about just about every type of person known to mankind, it's easy to cherry-pick quotes to fit just about any idea. (Eg, he complained about jocks occasionally, as well as niggers, spics and fags, and slow drivers in the fast lane. But there is no sustained focus on any of them, and no indication that any of those in particular were of primary concern to Eric.)
But they come back to their main ideas over and over and over again. Some of Dylan's recurring themes were: his life being miserable, seeking some greater sense of destiny, the everlasting contrast between good and evil, etc. Eric's biggest themes were hating everyone imaginable, wanting to hurt/kill/destroy, everyone, the entire species, the planet, etc. That's not close to an exhaustive list--and I'm actually doing it off the top of my head, just to give you a sense.
I made it a point to focus on these primary themes, and also to focus on other revealing/interesting passages: eg, it was stunning to see how Eric would address the very same topic both publicly and privately at the same time. I think that is incredibly revealing, so I used several examples. And I also used passages to show the evolution of their thinking, the sequencing of how the plan progresses, etc. And I looked for what might be called teachable moments: places where the writings illustrated the larger psychological conditions of the two boys: pyschopathy and depression. (This may be where the concern is coming from.) This was one of many ways I used the journal passages, and I think it's highly appropriate. The fact is that I did study the case for years, I did consult with experts and reached conclusions. Once I had those, I had to find a way of conveying those to a lay reader, who was probably unfamiliar with the actual meaning of psychopathy. (It was obviously much less of an issue with depression, where most people begin with much more understanding.) I couldn't just tell the reader that I concluded that psychopathy was important, and direct them to some books on that--I needed to work that into the narrative, and illustrate it with Eric's writing and behavior.
Of course, for people who feel that psychopathy is misapplied to Eric--or overapplied--you're going to have a problem with my book, and we can discuss that in the psychopathy section. But I want to be clear on how I chose the passages. Yes, illustrating the conclusions with journal passages was one of my objectives there. One of many. From time to time, I included passages which contradict--or seem to contradict psychopathy and depression and addressed those contradictions--but both killers were such stunning fits for those conditions, that contradictions were the exception, rather than the rule. I tried to keep the balance, and not focus on exceptions.
I'm not sure when the best time to address bullying is--Michael can direct us on that--but again, I am happy to have a vigorous debate at that time, and to discover what you consider examples of the boys writing about being bullied, and seeing how those fit into the wider context of what they wrote.